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Wednesday, 19 February 2014

DEAR J



DEAR “J”

The volumes I write are from the heart
Distance is no object nor being apart
I know I speak from deep within
I know I’m not perfect nor free of sin
But this I know what I say to you
These words are from my soul and all are true
Never have I love one so much
Your soul, my heart has blessed and touched
Perhaps I’ll never understand why
Many years I wrote through the tears I’d cry
But I write with honesty and integrity
How we met must have been planned a serendipity
For although you’ve caused me so much pain
I won’t hold it against you nor to blame
For in doing so my soul has grown in strength
So I guess the reasons well must have been meant
For I am blessed I have felt true love
One so beautiful and given from above
Much more truer and deeper than the physical transient kind
Even though the despair at times nearly lost me my mind
So dear “J” I write to tell you I still love you unconditionally
Constantly unchanged forever and for all eternity

Copyright from the book of the same title "DEAR J"

This book is for those, who are about to fall in love, for those who are deeply in love, those who were in love, lost loves and those who always will be and for the deepest love of all “Soul mates”. It is for those who cannot find the words to express how they feel, for all the love letters as yet to be written.













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EDINBURGH, Scotland -- John and Maryann live 5142 miles apart, in different countries, in fact different continents; they've never met physically however this doesn't stop them having an intense and intimate relationship. Through the medium of the Internet, the difference is, their relationship is on a different level, it's conducted psychically. What happens is romantically intense, intriguing and hilariously funny at times. The book is also informative and gives an insight into the world of psychic/mediums and how they work. This is a romantic relationship on a different level proving nothing is impossible.
"It was a very special moment for John's spirit was awakening and he was opening up, I had touched and resonated with his soul. It was more than just cyber sex, more than making love with someone you loved, it was blending souls as soul mates do and it was an incredible moment for the two of us. We both cried beautiful happy tears"
About the Author: Astrid Brown is a professional medium and psychic. She taught holistic studies as head of the Holistic Studies department at a continuing education institution. Brown has also taught anatomy, physiology, reflexology, aromatherapy and other alternative therapy methods. She is an experienced Reiki master, and freelances for an online publication and an international psychic company. Brown has authored twenty-one other books, including psychic development, poetry and erotic short stories.
Web site http://www.astridestella.info



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EDINBURGH, Scotland -- John and Maryann live 5142 miles apart, in different countries, in fact different continents; they've never met physically however this doesn't stop them having an intense and intimate relationship. Through the medium of the Internet, the difference is, their relationship is on a different level, it's conducted psychically. What happens is romantically intense, intriguing and hilariously funny at times. The book is also informative and gives an insight into the world of psychic/mediums and how they work. This is a romantic relationship on a different level proving nothing is impossible.
"It was a very special moment for John's spirit was awakening and he was opening up, I had touched and resonated with his soul. It was more than just cyber sex, more than making love with someone you loved, it was blending souls as soul mates do and it was an incredible moment for the two of us. We both cried beautiful happy tears"
About the Author: Astrid Brown is a professional medium and psychic. She taught holistic studies as head of the Holistic Studies department at a continuing education institution. Brown has also taught anatomy, physiology, reflexology, aromatherapy and other alternative therapy methods. She is an experienced Reiki master, and freelances for an online publication and an international psychic company. Brown has authored twenty-one other books, including psychic development, poetry and erotic short stories.
Web site http://www.astridestella.info

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AN EXCERPT OF "PSYCHIC AFFAIR"


It felt odd, he was not himself, I hate this aspect of being a sensitive, you sense it, you feel it, and you know it. You can tell what is going on in someone’s head, not word for word but you know and this was if a barrier had come down. I felt afraid, I didn’t like it, and I hated feeling like this.

I looked back over the message I had saved from the night of the accident and read it through repeatedly looking for comfort. I had learned never to doubt spirit, they know what is best for me and that message had been so clear. Then I read the part, “He will hurt you but he does not mean it”. A cold icy dagger went through my soul! Janet! Janet was there, I knew intuitively what had happened.

I was sitting in my living room early evening just after dinner. Natalie’s messenger icon kept flashing on and off for some time. I thought perhaps Dave was using her computer and just ignored it for a bit until………..

natalie30
“WE MUST”

natalie30
“LOOK AFTER THE GIRL”

natalie30
“REMEMBER PROMISE ME”


I mentally promised to Natalie I would keep my promise to her. Natalie’s messenger icon went out, she had gone.

As for what Natalie had meant by “Looking after the girl” I knew exactly what she had meant, I had told her something I knew about Annie of a personal matter. I also intended to keep my promise to her and to Spirit to look after John and to love him.

I had brief messages from John they were mainly about Natalie saying there was no change and it felt like he was avoiding me still. One evening I managed to catch him online. He told me Dave was sitting watching over her. He was very low.

I asked him to talk to me, “Please let me help”

John_jack01
“I can’t loose her”

ME
“You won’t Baby. Trust me”

ME
“Please let me in, let me help. You are pushing me away”

john_jack01
“I don’t mean to. I am sorry, I am so sorry”

ME
“It’s okay shshsh, Natalie will pull through, and I know it”

john_jack01
“Oh I don’t know”

ME
“Talk to me Baby, tell me what’s on your mind, there’s something you are not telling me. I sense it, I know it”

John knew me well enough by now what I was capable of, I had proven that to him. He blurted it out.

John_jack01
“I slept with Janet, I slept with her twice. I did not mean to”

ME
“Tell me what happened please?”

I was trying desperately to keep calm and although I felt so hurt and wounded, I remembered what Spirit had told me. I clung on to what they had said, “HE WILL HURT YOU BUT HE DOES NOT MEAN IT”

john_jack01
“It was the night it happened, it just happened. Janet was just there, I was upset. She hugged me and it was late, she came back to the house with me. It just happened”

ME
“Twice?”

john_jack01
“Yes, that night and in the morning I just needed someone with me”

john_jack01
“I’m so sorry, I just didn’t mean to, I guess you really hate me, I am just so sorry”

ME
“I don’t hate you Baby, I love you. I told you I am not like anybody else I love you unconditionally, no conditions, no judgments. I love you enough to let you go”

john_jack01
“I don’t deserve you, I really don’t deserve you. I really didn’t mean it”

All the time I was thinking as this as the conversation panned out I bet, Janet took advantage of that situation and I held on to the message I had from Spirit, I had made a promise and I never break a promise.

ME
“If you want to have Janet back I will understand Baby, I really will”

john_jack01
“I don’t, she was just there, I love you, and I want you”

I felt all of John’s emotion, I felt his sadness, I felt his tears and I sensed the tears fall down his cheeks.

ME
“Baby please don’t cry, I love you and I am not going anywhere. I love you unconditionally”

john_jack01
“How did you know I was crying?”

ME
“Baby lol! You forget what I am capable off”

john_jack01
“Oh, yes. You are amazing Baby”

ME
“Now get back to the hospital and will that girl to open her eyes”

john_jack01
“Phone Baby hang on”

ME
“OK I will be here”

I just knew Natalie was going to be okay. John returned from his call.

john_jack01
“That was Dave, Natalie is off the ventilator, and she’s breathing on her own”

ME
“That is wonderful Baby, Natalie is going to be fine, you need to get over there, she will need you when she finally comes out of this. She wont know about the Baby, it will be a shock”

john_jack01
“Yes, you are right, she wont know. I will never do that to you again. I promise I really do I love you”

ME
“Shshsh Baby get over there, give Natalie my love, she will hear you”

john_jack01
“Bye Baby love you”

ME
“Love you, bye Baby”

I felt sad but happy that he had confessed. It would have been a very different story had I not been forewarned. I just knew that I loved him unconditionally and that I had promised Spirit.

It was a very difficult time for me, I had all sorts of mixed feelings going on and some kind of internal battle going on and the only way I could express it was to write about it.

A FINE LINE

There is a fine line between love and hate
Hate is such a destructive emotion
Love is all healing and joy
Both are displays of such passion
Both entirely all consuming
What is one without the other
How they can interchange
But the common theme is that of passion
Passion of the most intense
Of how love can switch to hate and hate to love
Passion contains both
It is fire, yet a raging torrent
Both extremes, polarities within one
To love with passion, is to feel
To experience all emotion
To love with passion is to live

I hated that he did this to me, I felt used, and I hated myself for falling in love with him. Its so true love will bring you such heightened joy and exhilaration but it will pull you down to the depths of despair in an instant.

I felt so low and so betrayed, how could someone tell me he loved me and yet in an instant ruin everything. Had he lied to me all this time and played with me? I spent some time writing out my feelings. I tried to put myself in John’s shoes, he was so close to Natalie, he couldn’t bear to lose her, he needed comfort and I was so far away but Janet was right there and she was familiar, perhaps comfortable. He had told me he still loved her but was not in love with her and he had confessed. I forgave him as I had no choice really, I loved this man’s soul and I loved it unconditionally and I promised Spirit. I forgave him.

COPYRIGHT 'A PSYCHIC AFFAIR' ASTRID BROWN






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John and Maryann live 5142 miles apart, in different countries, they've never met physically however this doesn't stop them having an intense and intimate relationship, the difference is, their relationship is on a different level, it's conducted psychically. What happens next, is romantically intense, intriguing and hilariously funny at times.



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There is a glossary at the rear of this book to aid understanding of Mediums/Psychics and how they work. Although I am a Spiritualist/Medium/Psychic, my goal is not to impose my views and the meanings behind them. Whether you believe some incidents are possible or not, just be open minded. This is a love story and includes some of the characters concerned. I like to think of it as a kind of hybrid. Any resemblance to any real person living or dead or names, dates or places is purely coincidental as this book is a work of fiction.


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